I am “broke”

My life has been volatile.  I havent blogged because quite honestly my life has been out of control and I cannot really explain everything in the detail I want.  I cant even vent.  I cant even pick at the pieces because more often than not it makes me sick to my stomach. I hired a personal trainer to get my ass into shape.  I was enlisted to join in on my sister’s session and realized that indeed I kick ass in cardio, thanks to my running conditioning that I started and stopped, but my strengt