Trying to not Stray to the Black

I haven’t slept well in the past few days. I have an extreme issue with insomnia (especially when worried). I’ve tried herbal sleep aids and they do help me fall asleep for a few hours, but I wake up every night at about 1 am and I can’t go back to sleep. All day, tired, I am grouchy and lazy. It’s a horrible cycle. I may try a nap today if Lyndon takes one.My worst fear is we will lose this place. That is the worst case scenario. I am hoping Sr’s employers either get him some work or he finds