So....

missmlady: I almost gave up and was going to call one of my dealers to get cocaine. This was right after I was done cutting myself. Then a friend IMed me and we talked about our shitty week with Christmas and all. Her car was stolen on Christmas Eve and her insurance doesn’t cover that. Then she asked me how the meetings were going. I had so much pain and anger in me that the only thing that could think of, at that moment, to make myself feel better was drinking, cutting, and doing drugs. A m